Oihghghhfhfugdsvs my best friend

 .hgrigfdvgiufuigkujgdiuhjk OMH MY god,,, she’s th best person ive ever met aweeew. she’s so cute omg she’s so KIND and TALENTeED… literally what did i do to deserve someone so kind in my life she messages me and it just fillls me with nothing but joy and happiness’s,, She literally so sweet and i love the littlee things she does… like ShE NEVER SWEARS its so cute and it makes my heart warm up just the silly things she says to replace curse words like ahh and shiza SHES JUST THE CUTEST and she’s so nice and understanding to me she’s harsh sometimes but that only endears her to me more… she knows when she needs to be honest and tell me that im being dumb.. sometimes im scared of what shell think if i tell her something especially since recently i was hurt by someone online… like emotionally like i got pretty messed up by it too and i feel ashamed since i knew how much advise she gave me never to date online and to date someone with good grades and rlly have my standards set up high!!! And I didn’t listen to her at all and i got hurt!!1 :( so im scared to tell her stuff especially since the person who hurt me threatened to doxx me and thats why i left TikTok!! And she doesn’t know and im scared shell think im dumb.. ik she will think im dumb but i have faith that shell be sweet and still understand like she always has i feel rlly guilty for hiding it from her it makes me sad and im still not ready since i keep finding more and more disgusting things about my ex which makes me wonder why i loved her so much to begin with… but its wtv what matters is that at least most of my friends understand what i went through,, i just want my best friend to understand… 😞 wahhhhh ahhhh why is my best friend so sweet.