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TW: eating disorder ig

This is like very disorganized and sorta just random thoughts most of my entires are like that but this especially 

like 2 days I kinda passed out in public… I haven’t been eating well forrrrr.. months and recently I’ve been on the verge of passing out and now it’s the first time I did fr like pass out.. it sucks but wtv… now my dad is making me walk around my house morning and night and drink a ton of electrolytes and eat till I gag

i wish people realized how subconscious eating disorders are,,, im aware i have one but yk i kinda deluded myself into thinking i was gettinf better but like what r u gonna do??? i passed out today in fucking ross of all places because i was standinf for too long. Fml fml

I’ll probably take a break from blogging after this just because my physical health got just THAT bad.. I started watching skins the day I passed out which is sorta ironic but Cassie is my favorite.. which is obvious and also sorta ironic 🥲

Me n Nick 🥺❤️‍🩹

My gf was rlly nice about the whole thing and comforted me n stuff,, I text her while I walk around my house cuz she makes me feel better.. or wtv it’s not like I like her or wtv 🙄

Skins is a nice show it just feels like I’m larping sometimes lol 

That’s all I rlly have to say because I haven’t been doing much and I’ve been just suck inside