Baka Baka updates

 Sorry for not blogging for a couple days i get back trying to blog daily,,, 😥

ALSO THE MALL TRIP I MENTIONED BEFORE IN MY OTHER POSTS… MY SISTER FUCKING CANCELLED IM SO ANGRY I WAIT ALL WEEK I FINISH THIS BIG PROJECT FORRR WHAT FOR NOTHING.. FOR MY SHIT TO GET CANCELLED AT THE LAST SECOND 😡

I remember i was planning on blogging about the things i found while cleaning my room but by the time i was done cleaning i was too exhausted to blog,,, then i just feel like i got busy. I do like having a clean room tho

My freaking dad has been angry with me recently tho,, IDK i get why tbh like i slept til 4pm the day before yesterday butttt I literally only did that to avoid him tbh. Idk i never eat and i just stay in my room all day it kinda sucks but going outside my room is worse my siblings dont even like me i have to present projects in front of them for college too and all they do is laugh and i HAVE to record it and I HATE it.. 

I’ve also been rly stressed lately likeeee why are my ex friends face doxxing my friends???? How much of a weirdo do you have to be to do that.. freaks me out. I was rlly panning on starting to post on TikTok again but i decided not to because i know these people have access to my face and if they posted my friend then im probably next.. idk it just feels like people are going too far with this typa stuff.. ive gotten threats and so much other shit and ive been straight up stalked by felicity frankly its sickening but at the end of the day i know the reason they’re doing this is that they have nothing better to do. I shouldn’t bother with it too much,, im going to college at 15 what have they accomplished??? Frankly people like that on the internet sicken me i dont think no matter what i have done like i dont deserve this… LIKE CMON WE DATED FOR 2 DAYS AND YOUVE BEEN ON ME AND MY FRIENDS ASSES FOR MONTHS u can only do so much felicity and you’ve already done the majority of it,, what else do you have in life be honest with me??? I think the best course of action for you would be to drop out and get a GED (general education development) becuase from what you’ve told me you can fucking do school and thats fine but the issue i have with you is that you dont rly try??? How r u supposed to get good grades and succeed when you dont do shit? I did shit,, even if I didn’t have the best grades i got into. COLLEGE because i have a drive in my life. Maybe thats what you need a reason to try,, u rlly dont have anything in life and thats pathetic. My drive is my mothers death,, she wanted me to succeed so i do i got college credits in high school, hell even in middle school i was getting high school credits and now im in college all you need to do felicity is to apply yourself and i mean this sincerely,,, you probably wont read this tho tbh the link to this thing is on my tumblr and i have you blocked everywhere and you dont even use tumblr but at the end of the day i want you to get better and i think what you need to do that is to get the fuck off the internet,, for a really really long time. Get a hobby or some shit and stop harassing me and nick 😭 jeez all u do is jerk off to incest and say the n word 

I wish i could truly hate you and apart of me does but i know my mother would never want me to hate so lucky you stupid bastard

#wtv 

college sucks too man.. i have a speech due the 3rd which is in a couple days and I haven’t even started on it,,, crazy how its about to be July and its gonna be my first year of art fight.. im stressing to hell and back over other things tho… sadly.