Hdhgdhhdhehd I’m so stressed rn I’ve literally never been so conflicted,,, ☹️
I wouldn’t like to go too in depth on here but it’s like… mentally ill people do mentally ill things yk? I understand why she did the things she did but it doesn’t make it right.. she rlly shouldn’t be putting herself in bad situations with older people but it’s the adults responsibility to stop those situations from happening at the end of the day so does it rlly matter? I feel sorta sick that she interacted with dark shippers while she knew me.. but I know that she’s struggling and i mean REALLY struggling..
I was talking to my closest friend about this and she said “yk the saying through thick and thin? This is the thick..” and that really stuck with me,,
this person has shown me nothing but kindeness and I know she isn’t like that anymore and she’s showm me she’s against things like dark shipping,,,
the question I’m stuck with like whether her actions are forgivable considering her struggle and how much kindness she’s treated me with. I believe she’s a good person but I also think every one deep deep down are all good people. It’s a struggle,,,
I’m friends with one of her closest friends so if that friend stays I’ll stay there’s only one exception. It’s whether I feel genuinely uncomfortable with being friends with her I mean,,, I’m uncomfortable right now, yes but yk what I mean… I’m uncomfortable now but I mean later once Ive calmed down if I feel uncomfortable with the concept of being friends with her I will not be. I probably shouldn’t be posting about this…
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