writing this on the 19th-
dhdhdhhehe HI GUYSSS i rlly dont know what to write about ive stated this before but i rlly write best when my life is terrible! and my life has just been getting better and better i gotta be really honest with u guys,, whilst i could go on and on about how much i love my gf n stuff.. because shes my life i love her. ill complain about college since it has started to stress me
it just feels like thr classes are so fast paced… i have an essay assigned yesterday that i have to turn in… possibly tmr. SO IM STRESSED ABOUT THAT and theres a family history project i have to do by tmr aswell. I hate stuff like the essay and family history project because it’s all so personal. I have to write on something important that happened to me but i really dont do much something that has effected me is my mothers death though, in fact i think thats a main reason for my lifes downfall (im better now but yk im still somewhat in a slump) but i dont even talk in depth about that stuff to friends even if im quite casual about mentioning it. I just hate going into depth on these things.. makes me feel like im being put in a corner, i say this as a person who puts people into corners alot. i put people into corners because of like… acceptable reasons like, asking them why their racist or something but talking about my mother just puts me into a corner where i have to talk about my experience watching my mother slowly die for 2 or idk how u count years,, 3 years yk… its just not a good topic for me and i have to mention it in both the assignments???? “whats a big thing that has affected your family” UH MY MOM DYING THATS WHAT I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT ITTTT.. ITS JUST UPSETTING AT THE END OF THE DAY AND I JUST HAVE TO DO THESE THINGS,, ill eventually figure our what to write my essay on… and ill do the family history thing ehhhh… weekend. the teacher said deadlines were flexible till we got our textbooks
writing this on the 21st-
yesterday i was talking to my friends n stuff and they literally said that our history teacher was a secret racist!??? 👀👀👀 SEE I DONT EVEN KNOW BUT I CAN SEE IT I CAN SERIOUSLY SEE THAT WOMAN BEING A RACIST. GOTTA BE SOOO HONEST. my ither friend said that on the first day or somewhere around there she said that she hated “thug rap music” but liked korean like… k pop rappers. wtf.
4:20 pm-
ive been home for a little so now im writing again… specifically because my gf asked me to update my blog. ALSO I 100% FAILED MY FUCKINGGF MATH QUIZ. and rn as im typing this im waiting for water to boil…. im tryna make rice ill update u if it turns out well. in this post so its not an update but it is an update… for me yk yk yk wtv
BUTTT yk next week is when shit fr starts… and i have to do stuff… on monday ill be at school from 7:20 to FUCKING 4 PM. THATS WHEN MY LAST CLASS ENDS IM DYING.., URKKKKKK geology lab. wtf. but its only on mondays sooo swell. im gonna miss my gf alot sighs. i already do but its gonna be 10x worse… I HATE SCHOOL,,,
i JUST put the rice to sit yk on low so it can cook im so SCARED??? IDK IM WORRIED IVE NEVER DONE TS BEFORE AND I USUALLY SUCK AT THIS STUFF….
9:11 pm-
The rice actually turned out fine. didnt take a photo WHAT I DID TAKE A PHOTO OF WAS MY LUNCH A FREE SLICE OF FUCKING PIZZA I GOT FRIM A RESTAURANT I TRUSTED MY FRIEND TO DRIVE ME TO its cuz it was the chains,, like 20th anniversary so yhey were giving out free shit but uhh ykni also got a free TShirt
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