Monday, August 24, 2026

First day of REAL College

BTW!!! i got a macbook neo for school... because every teacher was being mean to me :(( because i did not have a macbook and wanted to use my ipad egrhgrhu 

okay,, today was my first real day of college.. this whole time i HAVe been going to college but this is when like everyone starts going to college before it was just the dual enrollment students so i felt pretty comfortable with everyone. now im literally so nervous... I complimented this girl 1. cuz i liked her shirt 2. cuz she kinda looked like a rlly short version of my gf. gulp.. but yk i quickly asked her how old she was just as small talk and she said 21??? 21????!?!?!?! SHE WAS LITERALLY SO SHORT IT WAS INSANE THERE WAS NO WAY SHE WAS 21 vbkfkhdsfvjdfb 

anyways I had 3 classes today: Art 107, Geology 101 and Geology lab. Art 107 was kinda boring TBH. i was a bit disappointed by the class itself i genuinely thought it was going to be art FUNDEMENTALS.. like learning form and anatomy n stuff.. but its just like drawing abstract 2D shapes.. idk hopefully i can still find some use of the lessons in my art. and it was fun to talk to the other students during the activities. I did have to buy a shit ton of supplies for the class.. which i didnt use today which was upsetting. I then went to geology and i had to take a shit ton of notes... i told my classmate whooo is also in my math class that i had a gf yk.. very causally because she was asking like a small group of other dual credit kids whether they played instruments or not and i said that i didnt but my gf does (because she does she is very talented and i love her she played the guitar btw) and she said she didnt expect me to gay??? idk.. maybe its just cuz im kinda basic??? I have an owala i wear hollister and like... i REALLY like pink.. so maybe I just seem straight..

just look at my macbook neo background, i love pink

i love love love pink

but yk i had lab after but LAB LITERALLT DIDNT EXIST IDK AND NEXT TIME ITS FREAKING ONLINE SO PMO LITERALLY LIKE NOW IM JUST STUCK AT COLLEGE TILL FUCKING 4 THATS WHERE IM WRTIING THIS RN IN MY COLLEGE LIBARIY IN FULL VIEW OF EVERYONE YEAH EVERYONE IM A GAY ASS LESBIAN DYKEEE WHO LOVES PINK PMO PMO PMO PMO PMO 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠

idk.. im trying my best here i put in alopt of my assignments into my notion so i could do them later and i need to remember to do my reading for english tmr i remember the teacher saying we didnt rlly need it sooo idk idk idk college is confusing and im frustrated and sad im and yk im still trying to be a blogger throughout all this yk it would be rlly easy to just give up on this and never update again but idk i enjoy having this macbook and it makes blogging alot easier and my words flow more easily,, after a while of blogging on my ipad i moved to writing my posts on iphone in my notes then copying it over to the ipad and maybe adding some stuff but yk now with my macbook i can rlly just sit down and blog... like the true blogger i am. 

but yk ill probably start blogging more sooo yall better read this cuz sniff... no one reads my blogs ive seen my stats... sobs 😢😢😢😢 

btw found out my evil ass ex is lowkey a fr pedo so thats fucking wtv thats fucking swell im not reeling that i dated someone who has talked to REALLY young children sexually ahahhhahahah im not absolutely fucking fuming rn and have been for the past couple days

lol at least my gf is nice to me.. hehe i get to hang out with her later oooo we gonna play idv and tell eachother how much we love each otherrr oooooooooo 

anyways my next post might actually be this same day i might write a lesbian space princess review since i do like writing my thoughts on films (I WATCHED THAT MOVIE WITH MY GF AS A JOKEEE STFUUU) but yk yk imma head off to the walmart by my school tbh i get picked up at 4 so i have alot of time and i have 20 bucks and walmart has rlly good food for REALLY cheap 

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